For your daily dose of insanity.

My goal is not to wake up at 40 with the bitter realization that I've wasted my life in a job I hate because I was forced to decide on a career in my teens..............
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this is the part ive learned after i entered the college yohoo. come to think of it, there's a part in the last paragraph that says realization, which means i reversed it, to much sweeter and most hateful job on my time... becoming a nurse.

everything is white. white is everywhere. i can see every student in the block wearing the same half slits and holding the same books..
it takes a lot of brain to be a nurse.. it means, You'd be surprised how handy a command of basic literacy skills can be... my t shirt is a bit noisy tellin people i am in demand.

So guess what, i have my exams tomorrow and im doing some internet chattin here. Don't worry about it. How much can they tell from a standardized test? I've had fortune cookies that were more accurate.

ok so, i blog when my alter ego wants to communicate... so let me tell you some facts according to my alter ego... (at the benefit of the doubt.. if someone knows, you can click the red cross at the upper right of this page..)

1. i like to read. thank goodness, there's a resort for all the lame preachers of this world... atleast i can stop the talkin by closing the book, unlike people who takes pride on what they are saying... their aspirations and achievements yakitty yack yack..bombers. they just dont stop.

2. i dont indulge myself in some expensive work of man.. i just use what i have.. and i dont give a fuzz in some eyedropping gadgets. Nor do I indulge in illegal substances (I don't even order pizza with mushrooms).

3. I still prefer to think of myself as a negative role model, in that I am negative about most things, which is just being realistic, which now that I think about it is a positive trait after all. Wait. Now I'm confused.

4. We will make even more references to existentialist philosophers and self-destructive painters, thereby qualifying as educational programming. now its not mine...its from my cynical friend.

5. Clinging desperately to youth is pathetic. People should accept their age, take pride in it, flaunt it. (Please note that I reserve the right to change my mind about this three seconds after I turn thirty.)

yours in a mental gown,
ulapski, femme fatalistic