I can’t sleep and up before dawn, I’m still wandering here in my room. Its brown out and i can’t use my computer so I’m writing it down (not anymore.. teehee!). I’m still in the depts of sadness because michael jackson has passed away but its still a relief because he can now be at peace with God in heaven. I’m also a big fan of MJ and sometimes a hater but still I’m just a confused fan.
I’ve decided not to make a blog about the greatness of MJ but I’ll be lying that I don’t browse and listen to his songs 24/7 after he died.
He is poorer as I imagined. He never got his simplest and most cheapest wish every normal boy should have . MJ calls this as the “LOST YEARS” and these years are the most precious. The joyness of a little boy together with friends playing together, laugh together and friends that just love him the way he is. Not as a singer, dancer or as a rich, influential person…( just a person and not a personality)
… but in his situation, you can never attain this simple joy because when he tried to do that people just used him and brought him to a state that he was the most ridiculed person in the history of life.
A broken youth that he tried to fix and ending up as a molester? how absurd is that? how in world that children nowadays can never be trusted? it makes me wonder…
And above all, even if some people hates him he still believes that the world is a better place.. for you, and for me.
