this day is full of mixed emotions...its weird that i change my feelings so rapidly....maybe we cannot see the true self of a person in its surface... you really have to dig in to realize that smile can lie....and every jokes you spit is like a cry or a burst of anger.... akala ko inutil lang talaga siya.. at kasing pangit nya ang ugali nya... kumbaga ipasa Diyos,, kung walang makaintindi, hayaan mong ikaw ang umintindi.... (tnx zan for the advice, lav yah girl)
finally im not an ill-centered person, akala ko ako ang may problema... ako ang laging hindi pinapanigan pero in real life situations, siya pala.
isa pa toh.....
its really depressing to see a guy who commit a mistake, and because of guilt he takes the consequence of letting go.... maybe tama talaga ang "practice what you preach" i am saying the whole time na aalala ko ang sad ending of two lovers... maybe a second chance is never wrong if you really love the guy... hays sayang sila nakakadisappoint.
i have exams tomorrow,, hirap pa naman pumasok nang maaga.. 7am!! asar... good thing its just situational... kaya lang may magagawa ba ko.. hays im trying to see if makakapaglecture ako pero halos spoon fed ang turo samin, ang kelangan mo na lang gawin ay makinig, pero kinatatamaran pa.... halos ang research ngayon di pindot nalang... mejo mabilis na ang buhay ngayon pero mabilis din maubos ang mga pinaghihirapan natin kaya im still thinking if how can i invest my money.
im also a huge fan of house m.d being so inspired to be in a medical course.. super educational with a weird laughter... doctors talaga ang worst patient sa lahat... ang khulet talaga...
to sum it up... wala naman undespicable na nangyari ngayon...
buts its God's presence lang nafifeel ko today with my family and friends.
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