Raindrops on my window pane...

Im still waiting for his reply... good ol me preparing to be kilig again... restart, home... refresh. a million times still no reply. is it about what ive said? gnawing with all this emotions.. it so happens that im really not over him.

barely not telling anyone about this, but who cares. were busy making some improvements for ourselves yet we still use our minds and thoughts for something special. this is my primary sactuary, my only... having my connections with him makes me feel home again.

im also scared to see some people who i am deeply attached with... but im trying to make a low profile for the time being... because to tell you honestly, im tired. i dont even know where did i get all those energy for different curricular activities.. im now a slowpoke.. absent minded and always have a disorganized thoughts... im trying my best to learn how to sort my ideas and thoughts...useless. kaya val, sorry if im not any use at all to you in your youthcamp same to you ate joy. always reminding me about being you, you can do this at the same time blah blah blah...
its not me. i have my limitations... i can be worn out too...

im not the same as before... i can see people walkin in a fast pace... time dont even waits for me.
while me still staring at them come and go... its just too fast. i cant keep up.


i dont even have someone to guide me... their all doin some changes just for their benefits. but im still happy. its nice to be alone too. .. but wait a sec..

im planning to try some art classes in manila after i graduate. would like to have a companion for my plan. artistic and full of dreary thoughts... no interest in whats goin on in politics... strictly i say! if your interested, message me. ill be waiting.